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Songs From My Room

by Olivia Vargas

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The moonlight on the stone Worn cobblestone turned blue In nighttime I am lost Lost because of you I thought I could get away I thought I was free But daylight is my only release Oh I, I'm torn up in two Distracted by the light of the moon Oh I, I've walked miles from you Lost in the haze of a midnight in June The streets go on and on They meander as they will I walk until the dawn quiet and still Oh I, I'm torn up in two Distracted by the light of the moon Oh I, I've walked miles from you Lost in the haze of a midnight in June I can only imagine the sunrise So I keep walking and walking till I see the light Oh it's bright, unconfined, yes I've tried to steal the moon I'm alright, I'll be fine, no, I don't need you If I wanted, if I needed I would find a way to Something new, something without you Oh I, I'm torn up in two Distracted by the light of the moon Oh I, I've walked miles from you Lost in the haze of a midnight in June
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Limited View 04:19
Something else has control of me And now I'm pacing floors and losing sleep These pills don't work like they're supposed to be And I've been losing my mind A cycle of panic over something new A continuous reel of what I didn't do It seems that I am still stuck on you And I've been losing my mind But we cannot dwell on the temporary How did I let this become all consuming? Can I just let it wash over me Life's more than this limited view LIfe's more than this limited view This isn't how I imagined it to be Blindsided, you are all I see And now the fear has taken over me And I've been losing my mind I let emotion in the driver's seat To destination: Codependency And I'm a slave to my anxiety And I've been losing my mind But we cannot dwell on the temporary How did I let this become all consuming? Can I just let it wash over me Life's more than this limited view LIfe's more than this limited view How can you see into the future? How can I keep moving forward? I can't carry your weight on my shoulders I'll let go of bad memories And endure all the worry I'm not sure who I'm meant to be But I'm more than this limited view I'm more than this limited view But we cannot dwell on the temporary How did I let this become all consuming? Can I just let it wash over me Life's more than this limited view LIfe's more than this limited view
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The Letter 03:39
Today I was cleaning and I found a letter One you wrote me years ago You started it off "My Dear Olivia" And I laughed at the cringy tone But as it went on, you mentioned you missed me And it had only been four days You were watching a movie and it got you thinking And so you decided to say: "I hope life doesn't separate us, I hope that it never will. Some people grow and lose sight of it all, But I hope we can just stay still. What you and me have, I'll never let go Not for a job, a dream or a girl. I hope we don't ever grow too far apart, and I know that we never will." I smiled a little as I folded it up And stored it away in a box But the words didn't leave me And they started to haunt me As they echoed through my thoughts: "I hope life doesn't separate us, I hope that it never will. Some people grow and lose sight of it all, But I hope we can just stay still. What you and me have, I'll never let go Not for a job, a dream or a girl. I hope we don't ever grow too far apart, and I know that we never will." Never will, oh we never will Never will, oh we never will Never will, oh we never will Today I was cleaning and I found a letter One you wrote me years ago You started it off "My Dear Olivia" Why you left me, I'll never know
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What would it feel like to not care what you think of me? No hope in reaction, no feeling towards what you think Would I access a part of me I've never seen before? Would I have strength to be better and want so much more? What would it feel like if I was content with who I am? Would I stop searching fo answers in love of a man? Would I carry myself as if nothing could hurt me? Would I stop trying to change your perception of me? Love don't care what people say Love don't try to change a thing You'll never be what they want anyway So give it up and let it go for today What would it feel like if I stopped comparing myself Took note of the good things that I did for somebody else Their words would not mean a thing with judgment disappearing What would it feel like if I loved myself? Love don't care what people say Love don't try to change a thing You'll never be what they want anyway So give it up and let it go for today I've been so lost in my own thoughts Scared to break free, but I know it's meant to be I can't go on living this way, it's not who I am Now I understand Love don't care what people say Love don't try to change a thing You'll never be what they want anyway So give it up and let it go Love don't care what people say Love don't try to change a thing You'll never be what they want anyway So give it up and let it go for today
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Some people find hope in the morning And others will look to a god Some question the earth, find hope in the wind And others refuse what they're taught Some people will use all excuses To justify the life that they live Some people choose hurt and hatred and pain And some people choose to forgive For there is no excuse To preach love and practice abuse For you cannot teach love And claim that this is enough For the world needs much more Cuz we're on the brink of a war In matters of morals and heart Some people search for the answers In poems and in books and songs Some look to the news or memorize verses Only to prove someone wrong Some people just stay quiet To keep peace where peace is not But the damage was done when no one stood up And promised and prayed and fought For there is no excuse To preach love and practice abuse For you cannot teach love And claim that this is enough For the world needs much more Cuz we're on the brink of a war In matters of morals and heart For there is no one Who deserves not to be loved No one gets the right to choose Who matters based on their views For the world needs much more Cuz we're on the brink of a war In matters of morals and heart In matters of morals and heart

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released April 2, 2021

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Olivia Vargas Grand Rapids, Michigan

Olivia Vargas is a singer-songwriter based in Grand Rapids, MI. Her music touches the most vulnerable places of her life ranging in subjects of growth, mental health, love, and more. With her rich voice and the help of a piano, she paints the story of the heartache of the human experience. ... more

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